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Excerpts from Student Voices: English Language Learners


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Student Voices: English Language Learners


The following excerpts come from Student Voices: English Language Learners, a video filmed by students at Providence , Rhode Island’s Hope High School Media Magnet Program and produced by the LAB at Brown University. Order forms for the video and facilitator’s guide (first copy is free) are available online at www.lab.brown.edu/public/pubs/catalog.taf.

Charlie, 16, parents from Cambodia:

Well, my class, I mean the ESL students, we were all tight, ’cause we understand what we was all going through and stuff. But once you step foot out of that hallway, it was like, people will call you FOB—you know, Fresh Off the Boat—and like, you know, ‘where you coming from,’ you know, and ‘what are you trying to say,’ you know. Because we all got the accent going on—and we couldn’t help it. And at that point I really wished that I was someone else, that I’d be cool, like them, you know, because it was in middle school, you know, and I just wanted to be ‘down’ and stuff. But they didn’t want me ‘down.’ They picked on me. But I proved them wrong. I’m proving them wrong.

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Very, very few teachers understood my culture. It was really tough, and it really would have made a difference if they knew about what I was going through at home, it would have made a big difference. But I regret they didn’t, but you know, but for the future, I hope they, like, learn more about our Asian culture, what we’re going through, like being torn between two worlds and trying to learn English at the same time, you know. It would really help us a lot. But hopefully, they’ll learn about us.

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But I think there’s many things you guys can do for us. Like, well, like I’ve said before, don’t isolate us. ’ Cause then you’re gonna make us feel different, and we don’t wanna feel that way. ’Cause if we feel that way, then we’re gonna be thinking, ‘What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with us?’


Maema, 18, West Africa:

[Other students] made fun of you, you feel different. . . They are just having fun with us, having fun with our situation, which is very bad. It makes you feel scared, you don’t want to speak. If you want to express yourself, say what you really think, you can’t. You feel so scared that you can make a mistake in one thing, and all school’s gonna be know about that, and they’re gonna be calling you that one thing.

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We ESL students, we are really serious students, like some of us get Honor Roll and are really, really good students, serious, that work really hard. And it’s because of English--it’s the English that’s the only problem.


Alfonso, 20, Guatemala:

Well, I was very, very frustrated, I think the first three months really of the school year, because I didn’t understand anything the teacher said. And she was a very, very nice person. She was always trying to help me. She was very patient. But sometimes I really, really was very upset with myself, because I have always been a perfectionist. I always like to do everything perfect the first time, and that was killing me.

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I have good friends of mine—they are very nice people and they always ask me, the other day one girl asked me, ‘Alfonso, are you sure you were here since freshman year?’ And I say, ‘Yeah, I’m very sure.’ Because the girl didn’t even saw me once. So, it’s very, very hard when you don’t get involved with everybody, or at least most of the people, in the whole [school] building.

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Teachers can help students by not stereotyping them. I respect all teachers in my school. But unconsciously, at some point, they stereotype other people. It could be color of the skin, it could be culture, it could be language, you can name it, it doesn’t matter. But at some point, teachers stereotype us.