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Interview Excerpts from Student Voices: English Language Learners
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The following excerpts come from Student Voices: English Language Learners, a video filmed by students at Providence
, Rhode Islands Hope High School Media Magnet Program and produced by the LAB at Brown University. Order forms
for the video and facilitators guide (first copy is free) are available online at www.lab.brown.edu/public/pubs/catalog.taf.
Charlie, 16, parents from Cambodia:
Well, my class, I mean the ESL students, we were all tight, cause we understand what we was all going through and stuff.
But once you step foot out of that hallway, it was like, people will call you FOByou know, Fresh Off the Boatand like, you know,
where you coming from, you know, and what are you trying to say, you know. Because we all got the
accent going onand we couldnt help it. And at that point I really wished that I was someone else, that Id be cool,
like them, you know, because it was in middle school, you know, and I just wanted to be down and stuff.
But they didnt want me down. They picked on me. But I proved them wrong. Im proving them wrong.
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Very, very few teachers understood my culture. It was really tough, and it really would have made a difference if they knew
about what I was going through at home, it would have made a big difference. But I regret they didnt, but you know,
but for the future, I hope they, like, learn more about our Asian culture, what were going through, like being torn
between two worlds and trying to learn English at the same time, you know. It would really help us a lot. But hopefully, theyll learn about us.
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But I think theres many things you guys can do for us. Like, well, like Ive said before, dont isolate us.
Cause then youre gonna make us feel different, and we dont wanna feel that way. Cause if we feel that way,
then were gonna be thinking, Whats wrong with me? Whats wrong with us?
Maema, 18, West Africa:
[Other students] made fun of you, you feel different. . . They are just having fun with us, having fun with our situation, which is
very bad. It makes you feel scared, you dont want to speak. If you want to express yourself, say what you really think,
you cant. You feel so scared that you can make a mistake in one thing, and all schools gonna be know about that,
and theyre gonna be calling you that one thing.
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We ESL students, we are really serious students, like some of us get Honor Roll and are really, really good students, serious,
that work really hard. And its because of English--its the English thats the only problem.
Alfonso, 20, Guatemala:
Well, I was very, very frustrated, I think the first three months really of the school year, because I didnt understand anything
the teacher said. And she was a very, very nice person. She was always trying to help me. She was very patient. But sometimes
I really, really was very upset with myself, because I have always been a perfectionist. I always like to do everything perfect the first time, and that was killing me.
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I have good friends of minethey are very nice people and they always ask me, the other day one girl asked me, Alfonso, are
you sure you were here since freshman year? And I say, Yeah, Im very sure. Because the girl didnt even
saw me once. So, its very, very hard when you dont get involved with everybody, or at least most of the people, in the whole [school] building.
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Teachers can help students by not stereotyping them. I respect all teachers in my school. But unconsciously, at some point, they
stereotype other people. It could be color of the skin, it could be culture, it could be language, you can name it, it doesnt matter.
But at some point, teachers stereotype us.
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